Just for once, I want someone to be afraid of losing me. Just for once, I want to be someone’s first choice. Just for once, I want someone to be real with me. No lies, no masks, no secrets… just undressed hearts. I’m tired of excuses, apologies and fake promises. I’m tired of fighting for…


its just me.. missing yu~~


No boy would ever stay up at night, holding me as I cry over things that don’t matter.
No boy would ever help me even when I say I’m fine.
No boy would ever be there for me, despite knowing all about my past and what goes on in my head.
I still don’t know how I convinced myself that he would. Somehow, at some point, I actually managed to convince myself that maybe, just maybe…
He could be the one to save me.
Stupid girl, you never learn.